The DWP destroyed me. They could have killed me it would have been more humane. I am relying on the kindness of my friends, family and neighbours. I am writing this using my next door neighbour’s internet, I can’t afford a phone or anything else. can you believe I used to have a career I managed a team of 10 people before I got ill? Now I can’t even look after myself properly. I have a huge medical file, you need to be a weight lifter to carry it. many doctors on my side yet I failed the first ESA, won the appeal. Then I failed ESA number 2 and failed PIP, waiting for tribunals, I have been waiting over a year now for both. I can’t afford the fares to attend all my hospital appointments, my brother is paying for them. I have 8 hospital appointments just this month. I lost my Motability car, it was adapted.