I now have anxiety attacks

I now have anxiety attacks. and find talking on the phone and leaving the house difficult, I was fine and hadn’t had anxiety and depression for years  decided I was not depressed enough or I would be dead, despite having tried to kill myself after being given 0 points twice, the phone line is hostile and when I first became disabled I was refused a DLA application form at all.Some like torture, anything that they could find to upset or intimidate you they would then “you wont have said that” “your with a terrorist or a racist which is it?” one tried to bargain with me about how much money I get regardless of entitlement, when I said no dropped it anyway.Money removed regardless of variability of disability, stalking used to obtain information, gov failings in providing the adjustments to property and access to help used to prove ability to work.
I was left for three months without help and unable to leave my home due to anxiety and was told there is no physical reason for my disability, there is a situational one and that I the governments failings and hostility.This is my 8th (I think, I lost count) round of assessments for one thing or another, and I was happier, I have lost my independence, and the access to help that has been there for other people is not there and has left me contemplating killing myself, having police and ambulances turn up because other people have worried about my mental health, I probably have liver damage from an attempt to take my life, because there is no help there or the access is difficult and with depression and a physical disability its just adding barriers that do not need to be there.

 

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